I’m empty. I have no energy. My eyes are dry and unfocused. There Seems to be no anchor in the abyss. It is a vacuum that leaves me suspended and motionless. It is so still here. So quiet. I can feel myself being pulled down into a deeper level of emptiness, a deeper void. My head is heavy, yet light and spinning. I am tired. Exhausted. I want to lie down, but I am already lying down. I want to cry out, but I am beyond that. I want to scream, but it is just a distant impulse,